《意隐故事---明玉轮》夏意隐

111、事故（5） Julia

　　Julia，Pukia和黎鸦回到了Moon Palace（月宫），来到了Moonlord（月主）的房间。

　　Moonlord（月主）见到黎鸦有些不耐烦。

　　Moonlord（月主）：“What's all this with you?（这些事儿跟你有什么关系？）”

　　Julia：“She’s with me. I needs her to be here.（她和我是一起的。我需要她跟我在一起。）”

　　Moonlord（月主）：“This is a very private conversation.（这是一个非常私人的谈话。）”

　　Julia：“There are two of you. How do I know what you're gonna do with me?（你们有两个人。我怎么知道你们要对我做什么？） ”

　　Pukia：“Lia, leave.（Lia，离开。）”

　　Pukia这话一出，过往创伤开始发力。黎鸦真的打算离开了，她也有点儿害怕把自己搭进去。

　　Julia：“What are you so afraid she’ll find out? I just want you guys to call the police. I want to know who killed my sister. That’s all.（你们这么害怕她知道什么？我只想让你们报警。我想知道谁谋杀了我妹妹，仅此而已。）”

　　Pukia：“I've said it from the very beginning: we don’t need to call the police. All we have to do is check the CCTV. If there really is a person, we’ll hand them over to you and you can do it your own way. We won’t interfere, nor will the police.（一开始我就说了，我们不用报警，我们只要查一查监控录像就可以了。如果真有这么一个人，我们全权交给你处理。我们不会干涉，警察也不需要。）”

　　Julia：“OK, deal. And what about taking her home?（好，就这样。那关于把她带回家呢？）”

　　Moonlord（月主）：“Julia, I understand that it's hard for you to accept, but brain dead is dead, except for not looking like it. No hospital will allow you to bring a 'legally dead corpse' back home, let alone with all the equipment. And even with all that and drugs, her brainstem is dead. Everything is shutting down. You can check with the doctor yourself if I'm not convincing enough for you. Her blood pressure is going to crash, she’ll develop diabetes insipidus, and her body will become ice-cold like a stone. Do you want to see her suffer like this? Is this how you want her to be remembered? She was a beautiful girl, and I know for a fact she wouldn't want people to see her like this at the end. Have some empathy! She’s been through enough—why are you still putting her through this? You are breaking my heart! Do you think you’re the only one grieving here?! I loved her so much. She is the mother of my unborn child! What do you think I'm going through right now? Have you even thought about that?! How can you be so selfish, so childish, and completely blind to everyone else's feelings?!（Julia，我能理解你现在不能接受，但是脑死亡就是死了，除了看着好像没死以外就是已经死了。没有任何一家合法的医院会允许家属把一具‘法律意义上的尸体’连带着医院的抢救设备拉回家 。就即使有呼吸机供氧、有强心药维持，她的脑干已经坏死了，所有功能都全面崩盘了。你要不信你自己也可以问，你问医生也可以，看看是不是这么回事。她的血压会暴跌，会出现尿崩，身体会像石头一样冰凉。你想让她受这样的罪吗？你愿意见到她这个样子吗？她这么漂亮的小姑娘，一生爱美，我相信最后在她离开的时候不希望别人看到的是这样的她。你要将心比心。她已经受了这么多苦，你还要再折磨她吗？你这样做真是令我心痛！你以为只有你一个人在伤心难过吗？我那么爱她，她是我未出世孩子的母亲，你以为我是什么心情，你有没有想过？你怎么可以这么自私，完全不考虑别人的感受，这样任性？！）”

　　Julia：“So this is it? I just lost her like this? We've never done nothing to hurt others! Why? Why do we have to end like this?（所以就这样了吗？我就这样失去她了吗？我们什么伤天害理的事都没做过，为什么是这种结果？为什么？）”

　　Moonlord（月主）：“This is her final redemption. When you reunite in the afterlife, she's gonna be a free, pure soul-（这是她最后的赎罪。等你们未来再相遇的时候，她就是一个完全自由、纯净的灵魂了-）”

　　Julia：“Cut it out! I don't want to meet her in the other life! Whether it’s her or not, it's not her, and I'm no me either! All our past, all the memories—it’s all gone! So save your crap about redemption! I want nothing! I don't give a damn about the past or the future—I just want her by my side right now! Can you do that? Can you bring her back? What have we done to deserve all of this!（别说这些了。我不想在后世遇见她！无论是她还是不是她都已经不是她了，我也不再是我了！我们再也没有从小到大的相依为命和互相牵挂了！不要跟我说什么赎罪、什么前世金今生了！我什么都不要，我不要过去我也不要未来，我只要她现在和我在一起！你可以帮我做到吗？你能把她带回来吗？她究竟是前世造了多大的孽，我又是造了多大的孽这辈子要经历这样的事？！）”

　　Moonlord（月主）：“What's done is done. Everybody is devastated just like you. But all we can do at this point is try our best to accept it and deal with it. We just gave you our best offer: we'll go to the security room now to check the CCTV and see exactly what happened. If there really is a culprit, we'll put her right in your hands and you do whatever you need to do. This is the most sensible thing to do, and it's all you can do. (事情已经发生了，我们所有人都很伤心，也很理解你的心情。可是事到如今只能接受和解决。我们刚才也已经提出了方案：我们现在就去监控室看监控，看看到底是怎么回事。如果真有其人，直接交由你来处理。你要打要骂要杀要剐我们一律不插手。这就是目前最好的解决办法，也是唯一你能做的。)”

　　Julia：“OK, then let's go.（好，那我们现在就去看监控。）”

　　Moonlord（月主）：“Is she still coming? I don't think it would work in your favor to have an extra pair of eyes. But it's up to you, though. I'm just saying.（这个我建议她就别去了，多一个人知道对你也不好。不过我只是好心提醒一下，你自己考虑。）”

　　Julia：“Right. Thank you, Lia. You must be tired. I can handle it myself from here.（行，谢谢你Lia。你一定很累了。接下来我一个人就可以了。）”

　　黎鸦听明了Julia的决定，她没有坚持，和几人点头告了别就回了自己房间。