《意隐故事---明玉轮》夏意隐

110、事故（4） Julia

　　Julia站在Josia的病床前。她满眼噙泪，用手一遍遍抚摸着Josia复又红润起的脸。除了喉咙里插着的管子，她看上去一切如常，就像是睡着了。

　　Julia的眼泪滴落在Josia的脸上，停留着，就好像她也同样因为舍不得离开而哭泣。

　　Julia：“Josie, I was wrong! I can't blame anyone else—it’s on me! I let you down! You trusted me, but I f*cked up. I f*cked up, I really did! I was wrong from the very beginning! Nobody was there for you, nobody was praying for you... I should've been that person! I was all you had!（Josie我错了！我谁都不能怨，是我没能保护好你！你那么相信我，但是我错了，我错了，我真的错了！我从一开始就错了！没有人保护你，没有人为你祈祷，我应该是那个人的！我是你唯一拥有的！）

　　If none of this had happened, if it had just been the two of us... I was supposed to protect you, but I ended up... You were the love of my life! I shouldn't have had anything, I shouldn't have loved anyone else... I should’ve known that having you was enough. It was always supposed to be just the two of us!（如果这一切都没有发生，如果只是我们相依为命！我应该保护你的，但是我却... 你是我最爱的人！我这一生，谁都不应该爱上的，什么也不应该拥有的，我其实早该知道我有你就够了，其实只要我们两个人就够了的！）

　　Do you have any idea how much I love you? Nobody in this world will ever love you more than I do, you hear me? I love you! The two of us... we were enough! Why didn't I realize it sooner? Why was I so f*cking stupid?! I love you so much! Do you know that? Do you have any idea how much I love you?! I can give up anything. I don’t want anyone else! Can you please... please just come back and save me? Save me, please! There is nobody else that could save me!（你知道我有多爱你吗？这个世界上再没有比我更爱你的人了！我们两个人就足够了的！我怎么没有早一些懂得，我怎么这么傻！ 我有多爱你啊！你知道吗？你知道我有多爱你吗？我可以什么都不要，我什么都不要！你能不能回来救救我？救救我吧！再没人能救我了！）”

　　Julia：“Don't you worry, I will avenge you. I will make them pay. The show has just begun. They took you away from me. They said you are going to the Moon Palace. WTF is the Moon Palace? WTF is eternity? Why would I even want eternity when you are not with me? How dare they think that I'll buy that?! Josie, it was all my fault. But I know now—I'll right all the wrongs. I'll do it for you... Come back. Stay with me...（别担心，我会为你复仇的，每一个仇，每一个仇我都要报。他们把你从我身边夺走了，他们以为就这样可以算了吗？去月宫，月宫是个什么地方啊？说永恒，永恒到底是什么？你我都已经分开，我们要什么永恒？他们怎么可以觉得我会这样接受这种荒谬的说辞？Josie，是我错了，以前都是我的错，现在我知道了，我要改正这一切。我要，为你，为你… 你不要走，陪我，留下陪我...）”

　　Pukia从门口走了进来。

　　Pukia：“Are you done saying goodbye?（告完别了吗？）”

　　Julia：“I’m not f*cking saying goodbye. She’s here with me.（我才没有他妈的告别，她和我在一起。）”

　　Pukia：“Are you done doing whatever? Don’t you wanna see Moonlord?（随便你在干什么，干完了吗？你不是想见月主吗？）”