《Doomed to be alone》衡山素衣

8、smile

　　The love is more than I can believe.

　　If I passed my exam three years ago, I might find my partner.But unfortunately, there is no hypothesis.

　　I am cowardly. In public situation, I fear to air my opinions on alone question.

　　Also, in many families, to talk the member of the family who want to be alone is also a sensitive topic, although the society is developing.

　　People are always sentimentally attached to their families.

　　We can find some strange phenomenon in modern society, that is someone is far too young to get married, and someone is much too old to get married.

　　We often call the old a bigot.

　　Many of parents urge young person to get married with such hurry that we suspect them of doing nothing.

　　I cannot find words to describe the feeling when someone urge me to find a partner, because that means, in their eyes, you are lonely, and you need to find a partner. This is an inevitable trend that human beings think nobody can become alone.

　　When I find a phenomenon that many young people, when their age is older, choose someone to get married, and produce a child quickly, it is like that something urge them, and they have to do this.

　　This phenomenon is beyond my description.

　　When some old friends call me, and ask for my marriage, I can say what, just answering "same old".

　　When I change my work environment, history repeats itself with monotonous regularity. What can I say, nothing, I just smile like a doll.