13、I Can Do It With a Broken Heart I can ...
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I can read your mind
你的思想在我眼前无所遁形
"She's having the time of her life
“她正享受着人生中最美好的时光
There in her glittering prime
在闪耀的巅峰时刻
The lights refract sequin stars off her silhouette every night"
灯光折射着亮片勾勒出她夜晚的剪影”
I can show you lies
但谎言我能轻而易举地拆穿
'Cause I'm a real tough kid. I can handle my shit
因为我是个坚强的女孩能扛得住这一切
They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it till you make it", and I did
他们说 “亲爱的要成功就要伪装自己” 而我做到了
Lights, camera, Bitch, smile
灯光摄像机恶女假笑
Even when you wanna die
即使你想死去
He said he'd love me all his life
他说他会一辈子爱我
But that life was too short
那段短暂易逝的光芒
Breaking down, I hit the floor
最终把我击溃我倒在地上
All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting more
随着欢呼声的愈演愈烈我支离破碎
I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks
我假装胜利般咧嘴笑着 完美契合着既定的表演
'Cause I can do it with a broken heart
因为即使心碎我依然能够做到
I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday every day
我抑郁得厉害却每天都像过生日般强颜欢笑
I'm so obsessed with him, but he avoids me like a plague
我对他如此痴迷但他却避我如同躲避瘟疫
I cry a lot, but I am so productive; it's an art
我经常哭泣可我的高产却是一种艺术
You know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart
当你即使心碎也能做到那就说明你足够优秀
I can hold my breath
我可以屏住呼吸
I've been doing it since he left
自从他离开后我一直在这样做
I keep finding his things in drawers
衣柜的抽屉里总能发现他的遗物
Crucial evidence: I didn't imagine the whole thing I'm sure
关键的证据：我确定这一切并非幻觉
I can pass this test
我可以通过这个考验
'Cause I'm a real tough kid. I can handle my shit
因为我是个硬汉刀枪不入百毒不侵
They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it till you make it", and I did
他们说宝贝 只要坚持伪装总有一天会成功于是我照做了
Lights, camera, Bitch, smile
灯光、摄像机恶女假笑
Insta-letters for miles
社交软件上全是精心编排的完美生活
He said he'd love me all his life
他说会爱我一辈子
But that time was quite short
可那段时光却如此短暂
Breaking down, I hit the floor
当一切崩塌我跌落在地
All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting more
欢呼声愈演愈烈我却支离破碎
I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks
我假装胜利般咧嘴笑着 完美契合着既定的剧本
'Cause I can do it with a broken heart
因为即使心碎我依然能够做到
I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday every day
我抑郁得厉害每天都像过生日般强颜欢笑
I'm so obsessed with him, but he avoids me like a plague
我对他如此痴迷但他却避我如同躲避瘟疫
I cry a lot, but I am so productive; it's an art
我经常哭泣可我的高产却是一种扭曲的艺术
You know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart
当你即使心碎也能做到那就说明你足够优秀
You know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart
当你即使心碎也能做到你就知道自己有多优秀
You know you're good
你很优秀
You know you're good
你真的很优秀
'Cause I'm miserable
因为我悲惨透顶
And no one even knows!
却没人察觉！
Try and come for my job...
尽管放马过来试试抢走我的工作吧...
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第13章 I Can Do It With a Broken Heart
