《那雨微蒙》路有林荫

174、Asshole

　　I have a father of unnomal spirit，he used to love me . he is stupid ，a loser . but I accept he.
　　but now. he has changed ，just become a loser， he do nothing at home just care what he eats.
　　he love food than everything ，let my mother do everything . be responsible for every thing .
　　he just care about is what food eats . mother rise our family day and day . but he only play in his heart. when we get a sick he keep scilence， when my mother have a sick. he still does that.
　　he wes a good man . although has flaw. now he was not. I hate him violently.
　　he was a unqualified father. even a unqualified human being . he did many ugly things that we couldn't accept him.
　　he is an asshole. a complete idiot.I despite him insanely .
　　when I think about what he did . I hope he die. right now
　　I hope he die quickly
　　if one day. my mother have other things or unhealthy due to this asshole. I will kill him by myself. I just like a lunatic/madman. I could kill him by myself and everything had end.