《千树樱》北郷遥

22、后记.

　　后记.
　　其实一直很想写一篇文章给自己，只是迟迟写不出适合的文字。
　　我想把自己的很多回忆和感悟藏在字里行间，这样，阅读时，我可以回忆起曾经的点点滴滴，合上书本，便可以全都忘记。
　　我是一个一直沉浸在过去里的人，经历过一些比较黑暗的，然后自我封闭，随后就慢慢回到正常的轨道。
　　当然能感受到自己的成长，非常明显。
　　然后回头看看发现曾经的自己真的很幼稚很可笑。
　　少年不知愁滋味，为赋新词强说愁。
　　故事里，不二的心理活动绝大部分是我的真实写照，尤其是越前离开后不二思念，到逐渐恢复正常的那一段，完全是我自己的感受。
　　自然还有那些笑料，多半也是我的真人真事啦~
　　写这篇文章之前给自己的目标是营造一个很美的意境，不知道自己做得怎么样？够不够好呢？
　　感谢所有阅读本文的小伙伴们，你们的支持给了我很大的动力。也非常感谢你的对于本文的肯定。谢谢。

　　在这里放一下我在文中引用的两首歌。
　　《Sound of silence》 ---Simon and Garfunkel
　　Hello darkness my old friend.
　　I've come to talk with you again.
　　Because a vision softly creeping.
　　Left its seeds while I was sleeping.
　　And the vision that was planted in my brain.
　　Still remains.
　　Within the sound of silence
　　In restless dreams I walked alone.
　　Narrow streets of cobble stone.
　　Neath the halo of a street lamp.
　　I turned my collar to the cold and damp.
　　When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light.
　　That split the night.
　　And touched the sound of silence.
　　And in the naked light I saw.
　　Ten thousand people maybe more.
　　People talking without speaking.
　　People hearing without listening.
　　People writing songs that voices never share.
　　And no one dare.
　　Disturb the sound of silence.
　　"Fools" said I, "You do not know.
　　Silence like a cancer grows.
　　Hear my words that I might teach you.
　　Take my arms that I might reach you.
　　But my words like silent rain-drops fell.
　　And echoed in the wells of silence.。
　　And the people bowed and prayed.
　　To the neon God they made.
　　And the sign flashed out its warning.
　　In the words that it was forming.
　　And the sign said "The words of the prophets.
　　Are written on the subway walls and tenement halls.
　　And whispered in the sounds of silence.

　　《Like A Star》---Corinne Bailey Rae
　　Just like a star across my sky
　　Just like an angel love the page
　　You have been to my life
　　feel like I'd never be the same
　　Just like a song in my heart
　　Just like all along my hands
　　Oh a little love you
　　I still wonder why it is
　　I don't argue like this
　　with anyone but you
　　You do it all the time
　　blowing out my mind
　　You got this look I can't describe
　　You made me feel I'm alive
　　when everything else is so fade
　　without a doubt you're on my side
　　Heaven has been away too long
　　gonna find the words to write this song
　　Oh your love
　　I still wonder why it is
　　I don't argue like this
　　with anyone but you
　　You do it all the time
　　blowing out my mind
　　yeah da da...
　　I've got to understand the way it is
　　It's not the secret anymore
　　cause we've been through that before
　　From tonight and onlyyou the only one
　　I've been confused and in the dark
　　Now I understand
　　yeah ooo...
　　I wonder why it is
　　I don't argue like this
　　with anyone but you
　　I wonder why it is
　　I won't let my god down
　　for anyone but you
　　You do it all the time
　　blowing out my mind
　　Just like a star across my sky
　　Just like an angel love the page
　　You have been to my life
　　feel like I'd never be the same
　　Just like a song in my heart
　　Just like all along my hand