1、Lily's Eyes ...
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Strangely quiet, but now the storm
Simply rests to strike again.
Standing, waiting,
I think of her.
雷声在城堡的尖顶上轰鸣。
只在那之前的一瞬间，电光照亮了地窖，然后立即归于死寂和黑暗。
唯一的光来自书桌上幽明不定的烛火，在我的右手边投射下一片微微泛黄的光晕，但我右手的阴影遮住了下面的羊皮纸。
仍然是什么都看不清。
Strange, this Potter, he leaves the room,
Yet remains, he lingers on.
Something stirs me to think of her.
I think of her.
波特已经走了，我可以想象出他回到格莱芬多的塔楼，然后对他红发的跟班抱怨“那个油腻腻的大黑蝙蝠”。
一大滴墨水从羽毛笔尖落到羊皮纸上，变成一滩深黑的污迹，就像是一块干涸已久的血渍，如同当时我在她的尸体上看到的。
From death she casts her spell,
All night I hear her sighs,
And now a boy has come
Who has her eyes.
He has her eyes.
The boy has Lily\'s green eyes,
Those eyes that saw him happy long ago.
Those eyes that gave him life
And hope he\'d never known.
How can I see the boy
And miss those green eyes?
她用生命保护了他，用她的死亡换取了他的生存。
当我越过她的尸体找到他，睁着一双纯净到空洞的蓝眼睛，我本应就在那里杀死他而不是将他交给半巨人，为什么我没想到10年后那双无辜的蓝眼睛会变成她的剧毒的翡翠？
He has her eyes.
The boy has Lily\'s green eyes,
Those eyes that closed and left me all alone.
Those eyes I feel will never ever let me go!
How can I see this boy who has her green eyes?
她用死亡最成功的拒绝了我。
我记得她身上黑色的血迹，记得她被魔法的火焰吞噬掉的秀发和曾经的一切美丽。
当她破碎的躯体躺在冰冷的墓穴而他却出现在通往分院帽的队列中。
我以为永远冻结的碧绿小湖重新开始荡漾温暖的柔波并且比记忆中还要鲜活。
He has her eyes.
He has Lily\'s green eyes.
Those eyes that loved my enemy-never me.
Those eyes that never saw me,
Never knew I longed
To hold her close,
To live at last in Lily\'s Eyes!
我能感觉出当她注视我时的怜悯、同情、蔑视和仇恨，所有的感情全部纠结在一起，隐藏在平静的浓绿湖面下。
但她总是看着波特。
无论是憎恨还是爱情都是毫无掩饰的，突破湖面的伪装爆发出来。
我愿意被她仇恨，假如她已经选择用全身心去热爱我的敌人那么我更愿意选择被她仇恨，强烈的、刻骨铭心的仇恨。
当烙印浮现在我的手臂，我快乐到无法自已，使那些痛苦和屈辱如风般消散。
我知道我的堕落会令她仇恨我直到生命的终点。
Imagine me, a lover!
I longed for the day
She\'d turn and see me standing there.
没有人会相信……
没有人敢相信……
长着石头心的魔药教授正在思念着某个人……
Would Merlin have let her stay!
He has her eyes.
He has Lily\'s green eyes.
Those eyes that saw me
Happy long ago.
How can
I now forget
That once I dared to be in love.
To be alive and whole Alive and whole
In Lily\'s eyes!
我以为自己早已堕落至地狱的最底层，他却带着她的溺死人的绿眼睛出现。
我该怎么办？
梅林惩罚他。
梅林拯救我。
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第1章 Lily's Eyes
