3、按部就班 你与我没什 ...
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偏执极端的自大主义x笨拙模仿的自毁主义？
泛爱无私的救世主义x寡言盲目的追随主义？
不，他和他都只是自己，没有标签
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-WIFIES
-Do you really know the difference between a constant nightmare and reality?
（你真的分的清连绵不绝的噩梦和真实吗？）
“wifies，the dream is over. Do you remember now?”
（wifies，梦境结束了，你想起来了吗？）
“Do you remember your heart?”
（你记起，你的心了吗？）
“That's enough! Stop it!”
（够了！停下吧！）
wifies颓然的坐在床上。是啊，我记起来了吗？parrot根本就没有和自己和解，我与他一直都在渐行渐远。
——为什么呢？
——不知道…
最终wifies困乏极了，躺在床上。最后的线还是断了。都说眼睛是心灵的窗户，那水清则浅，水绿则深，水黑则渊。深渊般的眼睛又代表着什么感情呢？
——为什么要执着知道呢？他不会再醒了吧？
——那就不知道
Another perspective
（另一视角parrot）
6.30 晴
Are you dead? That's nice, wifies you should be dead. It's a shame I didn't make it to your funeral in the first place.
（你死了啊？真好啊，wifies你应该死的，没能第一时间参加你的葬礼真可惜。）
7.02 晴
They never tire of talking about you before your death, and they don't even know you. They are talking nonsense. It is very annoying.As if they all know you very well
（他们不厌其烦的说你生前的事，都不了解你就在瞎说，挺烦的，像是一个个很了解你似的）
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8.26 多云
Now I am actually living well. Every day is the same as before, day after day. They all say I'm not right, that no matter what you die, I have more or less influence. How? I don't even remember your name. Anyway, I'm starting to lack memory, which means you're not very important. I'll do what I have to do, step by step. I'm very happy, so I hope you don't influence me anymore.
（现在的我，其实也过的还不错。每天都是和以前一样的，日复一日。他们都说我不对劲，说不论怎么样你死啦，我或多或少都有影响，怎么会？我都不记得你的名字了。反正我都开始缺少记忆了，那就说明你也不是很重要。我该做什么就做什么，按部就班。我很开心，所以我希望你还是不要再影响我了。）
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8.30 多云
A few days ago, it turned out to be the Mid-Yuan Festival. Chinese netizens said that people who died that day would come back, so do you want to imprison me again? Not so good, you are dead, so be a dead man
（前几天原来是中元节，中国网友说那天死了的人会回来，所以你是又想来囚禁我的吗？不太好吧，你都死了就好好当死人）
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9月20日parrot失踪了，他身边的人都不知道他去哪里了，出生点没有
9月21日parrot依旧没有信息
9月22日parrot依旧没有信息
9月23日parrot依旧没有信息
9月24日parrot依旧没有信息
9月25日parrot找到了，坐标在（x：2025 z：628）他靠着树睡着了，手中拿着一张纸。不知道是给谁的没有署名
内容如下：
In fact, from the very first time you became someone I didn't recognize, I suddenly hated you very much. Now that I think about it, perhaps I simply didn't understand you at all. Later, I heard your message again. It was that you had died, due to palpitations. I couldn't quite believe it, but then came a sense of relief. I'm thinking of a hateful person like you. It's a good thing that someone who restrains others dies. But after your death, when I came to your funeral, I couldn't control myself. I recalled the paths we walked together, and it seemed that I couldn't even make out your smiling face in my memory? Was it you who did this for me? Your smile at the funeral was actually the clearest, like the light magnified by a telescope, dazzling. But that has no color and doesn't look good. All the way back from your funeral, I was listening all the time. The you they described was very different. In the memories of others, I pieced together the other side of you that I might have overlooked, a blurry and complete you. How do you feel? It's hard to put into words. It's just like a continuous rain, everything is being washed away, but it brings permanent dampness. Later on, perhaps I no longer have hatred for you, only bitterness remains.
（其实从你第一次开始变成我不认识的样子，我突然就特别讨厌你。现在想来，或许是我根本就不了解你吧。后来我再次听到你信息，是你死了，死于心悸，我有些不敢相信，但是紧接着就是快意。我想着你这样的可恶的人，束缚他人的人死了也是好事。可是等你死后，我来到了你的葬礼，我却不受控制，回忆起我们一起走过的路，甚至我好像没办法看清记忆中你的笑脸？我这样，是你做的吗？葬礼上你的笑反而是最清楚的，像望远镜放大的光，刺眼。但是那没有颜色，不好看。从你葬礼回来的一路上，我一直都在听着，他们口中的你，很不一样。你的另一面在别人的回忆中，我零零碎碎拼凑出那个我或许忽略的你，一个模糊不清的完整的你。感受呢？说不上来，那就像一场连绵不断的雨，什么都在被冲刷，却带来永久的潮湿，后来或许我对你没有了恨意，只剩酸涩。）
parrot醒了之后，看着手中的纸，不知道是给谁的。于是撕了粉碎，被风吹成了起飞的蝴蝶，很美。
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I still can't fly
我依然飞不起来了
You are so cunning
你真狡猾啊
Caught himself in a cocoon. That's what it was.
作茧自缚，原来是这样的
Who are you?
你是…谁啊？
——BE
作者有话说
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