《意隐故事---明玉轮》夏意隐

115、真章 祈祷结束后

　　祈祷结束后，人群纷纷散去。

　　黎鸦想起自己即将要做的事，心里忍不住“咚咚”敲起了鼓。但她没有别的选择——她鼓起勇气走向前，直直地像一座大山一样挡住了Pukia和Sophia的去路。

　　她垂首站立，低着头。

　　Pukia瞟了她一眼，没有理，打算带着Sophia绕过她。

　　黎鸦见她们的脚刚一挪动，心一横身子也跟着挪了过去。她不能看她们的眼睛，也不能先开口说话，这是规矩。可是目前这种举动与其说是恭敬，倒更像是挑衅和冒犯。

　　Pukia：“Do you have something to say, Lia?（你有什么要说的吗Lia？）”

　　黎鸦：“I’ve noticed... that with everything happening lately, there's some wavering going on. Now that things have finally settled down, I think it would be a good idea if I could film a documentary for you. I want to capture how your words and actions guide us—especially for someone like me, who almost went astray and let those stupid earthly sentiments cloud the mind. I think, at the end of the day, we need to recenter everyone’s attention on the right path, instead of allowing them to be swayed by the chaos. This timing is perfect now, and it is absolutely necessary as far as I'm concerned.（我是在想... 最近发生了很多事，我也多多少少听到了一些不坚定的声音。所以我想趁现在所有的事情告一段落，给您拍摄一部记录影片，记录您的言行，从而对我们进行引导和规劝——尤其是对像我这样差点误入歧途、被自己的世俗情感动摇精神的人。归根结底，我们应该把大家的注意力重新集中在正途上，而不是被其他的乱七八糟的事情所左右。在现在这个时机，我觉得尤其有必要。）”

　　Sophia：“Good for you Pukia. You are beating Moonlord to it. But that's not OK.（厉害呀，Pukia。月主都没这样的片子吧，你要先拍起来了。但这是不对的。）”

　　Pukia：“Right, and Sophia is the New Moon Guardian, too. This ain't right.（对呀，月主都没有。况且Sophia同是新月守护也没有，这看上去不太好。）”

　　她故意装出一副为难的样子。

　　黎鸦：“My apologies. It’s just that you’ve had such a profound impact on me, and you're always there by our side, handling everything. I guess I've just become way too dependent on you mentally. What if I also did a special feature for Moonlord and Sophia after finishing yours? Would that work better?（是我考虑不周。因为您对我的影响太大了，又总是陪伴我们左右。无论什么事，总是您一手处理、解决。我想我在心态上是太依赖您了，是我的问题。如果您要是觉得不妥，给您拍完之后，我也请求给月主和Sophia各拍一个特辑，这样您觉得可以吗？）”

　　Sophia：“Don't you think Moonlord should be the first? Usurping is a sin.（你不觉得应该月主先吗？僭越是罪孽。）”

　　Pukia：“He wouldn't mind. What do you say?（他不会在意的。怎么样，你要拍吗？）

　　Sophia：“Uh-uh. This is wrong.（不。这不对。）”

　　Pukia：“That's exactly why they forgot about you. You can't blame her. Won't this be a perfect opportunity to get your face out there?（别这样啊。你就是总不出现，所以成员们才会有时忘了你啊。这也怨不得她。所以说起来这是一个多好的机会啊。）”

　　Sophia：“No, thank you. I don't want to get my face out. Otherwise, every piece of crap will find its way to me, and I’ll spend every single day wiping their asses. I'm good with my life now. Why would I look for troubles?（不用了。我不想被熟悉；不然什么烂事儿都要找上我，每天给各种人擦屁股。我日子过得好好的，干嘛自找麻烦。）”

　　Pukia：“Must be nice to be you. You write the checks, and I'm the one who has to bust my ass to cash them. Born a hustler, I suppose.（确实，只怪我没这么好命。你可以用钱办事儿，我只能收钱办事儿。天生劳苦命。这没法比。）”

　　说完她看向黎鸦。

　　Pukia：“ I give up. We don't need to talk her into it if she doesn't feel it.（她要是不想我们也不用再劝了。）”

　　黎鸦：“OK. Then when would be a good time for us to talk about the filming? Like how you want it to be delivered, or-（好的。那您什么时候有时间我们可以谈谈拍摄计划和您想要呈现的效果？）”

　　Pukia：“I need to meet with Moonlord now. You can go eat lunch first, and come and meed me at 1 in Moonlord's room.（待会儿我有事要和月主商议。你先吃饭，今天下午1点来月主的房间。我在那里等你。）”

　　Sophia：“Go ahead. I'm gon head home, too.（你要是还和月主有事就先走吧。我也要回家了。）”

　　Pukia：“You don't want to come along and hear it out? It's kinda important.（你不一起吗？还挺重要的呢。）”

　　Sophia：“Nope. It's all up to you. This doesn’t have anything to do with me in the first place. You just want to drag me down.（你们合计吧。本来就是和我无关的事儿，你就是想把我拉下水。）”

　　Pukia：“Oh come on, you are the Mew Moon Guardian, too. Of course I want to get your take on it, especially for something like this.（哎呀，你也是新月守护。有什么事大家当然要一起商量嘛，尤其是这种事。）”

　　Sophia：“I’ll pass. Include me when the good stuff happens, will you? Don’t just f*cking call me up when you need me to ride out the storm with you.（不用了。以后有好事儿能不能多想着点儿我，别只是泥潭带着我一起蹚。）”

　　Pukia：“You are such a princess. I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't. She literally thinks everything I do is just a conspiracy to screw her over.（千金小金果然难取悦。怎么都不好，好像干什么都是我诚心要害你的。）”

　　她假装无奈地看向黎鸦。

　　Sophia：“Finally, you would admit that.（你终于承认了吗？）”

　　Pukia：“Seriously, I gave up. I'm so bad with words. You won.（我输了。我不擅长强词夺理。）”

　　Sophia：“When do you become so modest? You of all people have the gift of the gab.（你可不输。你总是赢。）”

　　Pukia：“See who's getting roasted?（看见了吗？现在到底是谁在挨说？）”

　　Sophia冷笑了一声，扔下黎鸦和Pukia两人就走了。

　　Pukia望着Sophia的背影，撇了撇嘴。

　　Pukia：“How old does she look to you?（你看她多大？）”

　　黎鸦：“50, at least.（怎么得50了吧。）”

　　Pukia噗嗤一声笑了。

　　Pukia：“But still act like a brat huh?（但是性格还跟个被宠坏的小孩儿一样。）”

　　黎鸦：“Too much of smooth sailing doesn't help people grow-（太一帆风顺就无法使人成长-）”

　　Pukia：“Right, unlike you, who knows exactly which way the wind blows. You are a master of kissing ass. You should really teach Feiward a thing or two. But I gotta admit, he's improving, too.（对呀，不像你，会见风使舵，拍得一手好马屁。你这技术真应该教教常斐然才好。但是我得承认，他也有进步。）”

　　黎鸦身上窜出一身薄薄的冷汗，难道自己已经被识破了？

　　黎鸦：“No, no, no, me and him, no, no...（不不不，我和他，不不...） ”

　　Pukia：“Easy, easy. Is his name your taboo now? I guess you guys only learn the hard way, huh?（放轻松，放轻松。他的名字已经成为了你的禁忌吗？看来，对你们还得来硬的，对吗？）”

　　黎鸦说是也不是，不是也不是，一下子呆在原地。

　　Pukia：“Alright. I won't give you a hard time. Gotta go. Remember to come see me at 1.（行了，不为难你了。我先走了。下午一点记得去找我。） ”

　　黎鸦谦卑、恭敬地低下头，又深重地点了点。

　　Pukia拂袖走了。