《作者碎碎念》Katherina

6、有谁相信爱情吗？！

　　there is a such novel creator on the comment area like this: her comment is very very normal, but her sticker is a big problem! hahaha!
　　so, does her sweetheart believe her comment, or her sticker? or not believe both?
　　before days, I've read a discussion post and its comments. someone wrote about idol's wife is on the comment area that she can not know clearly who's fan and who's wife.
　　I really hope I am that wife, but I think no one would rumor me. because the person who often sent private message to handsome boy and often be replied, is easiest to be suspected she's his wife. but there is still this word like"before he/she replies, you can send only one message" on my message page! because I don't send any private message to chat with him.
　　and I often look for his wife on the comment area and the live room! if he has lover, he would often reply her, I think so.
　　I am not his wife, and not his super fan who often go to his fan meeting, so I think he would not reply my private message, so I never wanna send him.
　　I don't know why do some fans follow my word on the comment area and the live room, that's too strange!
　　handsome boy on the Internet couldn't be single for waiting for me. pretty girl on the Internet also couldn't wait for you.
　　they said some idols date the staff of agency or co-worker. that's true! they often do so, but take wife to the fan meeting, I don't get it. I think such idol never love his work that he thought work place is also his personal life.
　　and, wife watches self's husband to hug many girls and girls touch his face in fan meeting all day, don't you think it's strange?
　　that's why I don't like to chase the star, I have many reasons to tell you.
　　and then, I 've read another post too, about fantastical girl(meng nv). to tell real feeling, I really a little hate such people, I think they're lunatic group, really lunatic.
　　love is love, as normal as you won't wanna destroy stranger's work or interest for the love. but they'll, because they're lunatic.
　　they would steal your original character to be instead. mad! I guessed it before, so I don't wanna post my novel, even my original.
　　my fanfiction was not popular on lof at that time, but a girl copied my fiction . because she's fantastical girl of that character! she might hate my fiction and I can write it very long, that she copied.
　　I merely tell handsome boy and pretty girl who's come from other countries, many many Chinese girls are really very very bad! don't have any relationship with them when you don't know their natural!
　　btw, someone has known which fan would not be kind, but why does he still reply her sometimes? because he always see money from her face. super fans are like the ATM.
　　as the creator can't be signed, the best way to protect my all is do not post it again on the public page.
　　actually, I don't know what I should do, but I think keep single until my life to be over is right. my all and my life never belong to man. I merely can allow self to love a handsome boy in my dream. but in real world, I wouldn't love him.
　　real white-moonlight is always only in girl's dream.and I only love the white-moonlight. you know, you never can catch and own this one, that very want and love this one.
　　but, if I catch and own handsome boyfriend, I think I won't love him again. if he become old, not handsome anymore, no matter he's mine or not, I'll leave him quickly, so I can't marry him.
　　whether his word is real or not, even if I'm very moved, I don't also really wanna love and meet him. especially pay my money for this meet, I don't.
　　I hope you won't fall in love with novelist as same as me forever! because be with dream and fantasy(including my novel), be with man, I merely choose one to be all my life. but now, I still wanna choose my novel.
　　what idea can I write next time?