《作者碎碎念》Katyaksan

4、emmm我还是用外国话说吧

　　2025/11/11
　　From yours Евкатя:
　　Нуэтомоёимяистинноистинно! яэтуписалавдневникеирукописи. аРусскиеэтузначениезнают, ядумаю. ))
　　When I speak English, some Chinese people told me—stop it, because here was wrong grammar. I didn't get it, and I think it was so funny! because I speak the language merely.
　　we can not imagine that person's jealous is how much out of line. Internet is very very amazing, you can see some unbelievable people sometimes!
　　I just think someone is jealous of the light from other girls, and she hates light girl loves light boy. right?
　　nothing is worth to hate for a life on the Internet, when we forget some memories.
　　Yesterday was the birthday of my first character, yeah, I know, I remember it. but he's too kind and too pure, so it seems that people like him hardly.
　　they like sorrow strong beautiful bad character so much! in fact, I do like such character too, such as Huangyan, Qiaoyun.
　　I don't go shopping in the double one's festival, I promise. and we don't know what time they'll send those products until when. it might until next month! because I experienced it…
　　how I wanna buy and use apple phone instead hw, I don't like hw, I don't like its lens, and hw really really can not load insta and others! (x_x);
　　hw is beauty but nothing can do, its price is equal to apple, actually.
　　because some people on my following list are very very known, and the girls like to chase star are also like to chase them, so I have to talk about this.
　　I' m not idolatry, and my money doesn't agree me to fly to all the places of China, so…if my following people think I'm fan, well, that would be okay,although I don't agree. if they think I'm also creator as same as them, I think that's perfect! ))
　　but I'm an Internet social phobia, so, I do dislike stranger always watch me and copy my things to do what on the Internet…(omg
　　when I have to stop to post my dialy things and even my novel, I think that's the only way to be useful.
　　and…in fact, say the true feeling, having many crushes is nothing can do, because they all are not stay with me, and never love me.
　　even if they often talk about personal something or work on the Live room,after that, I don't remember these informations.
　　maybe my fate is single, no one will love me, so I think I needn't remember someone's information, and I need very remember my personal things.
　　he never stay with me, or he's not my friend, that I am not sure I can recognize him in the street. простименя.
　　почемуянизачтонетлюбвиударамысли？нувотяещёнетпервойлюбви, откудатакчто-то?!
　　Актохочетзнать, уменяпочемуестьдвойноемышление? I grew up in this ice unhappy family, I think baby knows self is not their own child, and keeps such feeling, but I was happy in school.
　　did you discovered that? children more often tell people—"I am an □□ now! ", and full □□ more often would say "I am a little girl", like me. the age is older, the younger I like to call myself! ))
　　anyway, although other people might know my real age, but I'm glad to hear they call me little girl. how I hope I can keep this young shape until hundred age!
　　I don't like to show some relationships to strangers or other friends on the Internet, because I know these relationships might be just short. if it can be saved, I'll save it in my diary book.
　　birth is single, passing way is single, all the life might be also single. so, do better plans for just my life.
　　an important point! I really dislike fantastical girl, yeah, mengnv, specially from love game. I don't get it, they have anime crush, but why they copy stranger's dialy things or work to imagine their crush? excuse me?
　　so, I guess they're actually bad people, crush is just the forgiveness after they give other people hurts because of jealous.
　　really, some people online is not for happiness, but for making some troubles to happy people.
　　next time, think about continue to write something.